Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Ayesha Turns 6 & Selamat Hari Malaysia


Sekejap aje, pejam celik my eldest dah 6 tahun... Next year dah sekolah rendah okay darjah 1 dah hahahah.  Her birthday falls on public holiday every year.  Malaysia gazetted 16 September as a public holiday on the same year she was born.  Bertuah leee kaaannn.

Takde buat celebration apa pun, just potong kek with my family.  Nanti dekat school nak  celebrate dengan kawan- kawan katanya... So Mommy tunggu hujung bulan ni, buat during her monthly birthday celebration.

"Kakak nak kek apa?"
"Kek Pony mommy..."
"Pony kan dah dapat?"
"Ehh ehhh bukan Pony, nak Elsa, Ehhh taknak, nak angry birds... ehh ehhh.." and the list goes on and on...

Hahahaha typical girls don't you think?  Girls are often indecisive (Mommy included).

Kakak,

Semoga menjadi anak solehah dan berjaya dunia dan akhirat.  Mommy tak harap pun Kakak jadi Doctor ke Engineer ke.  Be whatever you want as long as you enjoy what you do, and it is from Halal source.  Mommy & Daddy bagi Kakak pelajaran, supaya boleh berguna di masa hadapan :).  I am probably the worst mom for my kids, tapi Allah jodohkan juga kami.  Hikmah disebaliknya tu, adalah rahsia Allah.  I know I've made lodsa parenting mistakes (yelling, hitting, not showing good example etc) especially with Ayesha.  Often clueless kannn sebab dia yang sulong, with her semuanya kali pertama hahaha.  Kali pertama melahirkan, pertama tengok anak merangkak, jalan, nangis, tumbuh gigi, patah gigi. Semua first lah.  Hmmm but Alhamdulillah despite my parenting flaws kakak still ada good traits about her la.  Not so bad kan.

Camtu la uols, being parents ni.  Susah, senang, redah ajela.  No exact manual you can follow on parenting, on raising a child.  There's no perfect parenting I guess... kadang kita as parents ni dalam mode belajar juga la.  Yela, belajar macamana nak ajar anak.  Cool huh?

Whatever pon never regret the moment being Mommy ni. The most wonderful title anyone could ever get.

Oh and also Selamat Hari Malaysia kepada semua fellow Malaysian. Teruskan mencintai Malaysia walaupon banyak pancaroba dilalui kebelakangan ni.  Don't give up on your county.

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